Two weeks ago, the Center for Faculty Excellence and Teaching Innovation hosted our first ever professional development retreat for lecturers. Approximately 40 faculty participated in a half-day event focused on how to leverage insights from the Course Equity Portal for equitable teaching and assessment practices. While the retreat was rooted in SJSU’s commitment to student success, one of the best outcomes was the community building that took place. Because so many folks paused their regular plans to be fully present at the event, we co-created a space where cross-campus connections could bloom. It felt downright luxurious to have a solid block of time to engage in self-reflection, learn from each other, and exchange ideas.
The experience I had at the retreat has me reflecting on the difference between
finding time and making time. Often, I have heard myself sighing, “I need to find time to read that book,” or complaining to a colleague, “Ugh, I just haven’t found time to work on my writing!” The reality is that it’s nearly impossible to “find time” for anything, because each day slips away so easily. For example, I learned early on in my faculty career that teaching-related tasks would take up as much time as I allowed, to the point of taking over the blocks set aside for my RSCA endeavors. When we seek to “find time,” we may as well be searching for the mythical pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. It’s not out there, waiting patiently for us to discover it.
By contrast, when I “make time,” I can reclaim my sense of agency, purpose, and commitment. I have been inspired to make more time throughout the day for the people, projects, and pleasures that are important to me. Now, to be real, making time also entails making tough choices about what gets done and what gets delegated, delayed, or even deleted. For instance, making time to start reading the book that’s been sitting on my desk means not spending my lunch hour scrolling through news and social media apps. Likewise, making time to work on my writing probably means that I have to stay off email for an hour, even though seeing so many unread emails makes me break into a cold sweat! But it feels good to make choices aligned with my values and priorities, rather than let the day do what it will with me.
I encourage you to join me in releasing the expectation that we will “find time,” and instead
make time for what matters to you. Imagine how it might feel to make time to message a friend you’ve been missing,
take a self-compassion break, or just step away from your computer to stretch and get some fresh air. Even these small steps can model this mindset for our students and colleagues. Now, more than ever, we each deserve to make time for the connection, creativity, and well-being that can lead to greater fulfillment in the day-to-day.
Sincerely,
Magdalena L. Barrera
Vice Provost for Faculty Success